Note: The following section contains explicit discussion of embodied intimacy and sexual practice, written as function. Read only if you consent to adult material.
I use anal for landing.
Not casually.
Not automatically.
Not for novelty.
Anal is not spontaneous.
Anal is not frictionless.
Anal is not “porn.”
It is the highest signal I give him.
Because there is no natural lubrication there.
Because there is no ease there without full preparation.
Because there is no real opening there unless I have chosen everything.
